A tale of dinner

Is it obvious yet that I love to cook, eat and talk about food? Last night I tried another crock pot recipe from Recipelion. It was awesomely delicious!

So I by no means am a Martha and have the most beautiful presentations. It's never been important to me, it's more about how it tastes. This was Scott's plate. Ribs (my protein), baked potato with cheese and sour cream(iron in the skin for me & more dairy), and steamed cauliflower with cheese (more dairy!) My Bradley instructor would be so proud of my nutrition in dinner. :)
So onto the goods-the recipe! This came out way better than I expected! The ingredients look intense, but it was super easy to make! You literally throw it all in the crock and cook it on low for 6-8 hours. I prepped everything the night before-has a baggie of dry seasons, a bowl of the wet ingredients and sliced up the onion.

Barbeque Beef Short Ribs
Ingredients
• 3 1/2 pound beef short ribs
• 1 tablespoon vegetable oil
• 1 large onion, cut into wedges
• 1 cup water
• 1 cup tomato ketchup
• 1/3 cup red wine vinegar
• 1 tablespoon paprika
• 1 teaspoon curry powder
• 1/2 teaspoon chili powder
• 1/2 teaspoon dry mustard
• 2 teaspoon salt
• 4 medium potatoes, peeled
• 4 medium carrots, pared, cubed
• 1 tablespoon cornstarch, optional
• 1/4 cup water
Instructions
1. Mix all ingredients and cook on low for 6-8 hours.

*I did not add the potatoes or carrots. I was out of carrots and just not a fan of cooked potatoes like that. If I had though, I would have waited to add them with about an hour-hour/half left to go, otherwise they get too mushy. I also mixed the cornstarch and water separately then mixed it in the crock. Seemed to make sense to me!
When these were done, I used tongs to get the bones out of the crock, the bones were cleaned. The meat just fell off of them, but as you can see in the picture, stayed together as a chunk. It was a really yummy dinner and Scott said I can definitely make it again! I think mashed potatoes would have been good too, then you could drizzle the extra sauce on them. Mmmmm! Neither one of us finished our two pieces so Scott had the leftovers for lunch today. I used 4 large Beef Ribs that I picked up from Safeway on sale. It was even their premium cut of meat! Bonus!

I am going to leave you now with a warning from one of the 4 year olds I teach "When I eat green Christmas cookies, my poop comes out green." Lesson learned today-don't eat green Christmas cookies. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Psalm 94:12-13 Blessed is the man whom you discipline, O LORD, and whom you teach out of your law, to give him rest from days of trouble, until a pit is dug for the wicked.

What's for dinner?

As many of you know, Scott is on a bit of a different schedule temporarily. He was asked to go on a crew to fill in as acting sergeant while they are testing for new ones and hiring new guys. He is testing for sergeant too, I am so proud of him! It actually works out better for us, a bit. He doesn't have to leave the house until 5-5:15 now rather than 4-4:15 so we actually get to see each other, not just passing on the road! So on nights he works I prepare a crock pot meal so we can eat it when I get home and before he leaves for work. We end up with about 45 minutes together. So I set out this week to find new meals! And tonight for dinner......
Apple-apricot pork chops! They came out delicious! Last fall I got a free download of like 50 recipes for the slow cooker from Recipelion

They were super easy to make and came out so yummy!!!!
Ingredients
• 2 pork filets or chops
• 1 cup chopped apples
• 1 cup chopped dried apricots
• 1/2 cup fresh or dried cranberries (optional)
• 1 medium onion, chopped
• 2 ribs celery, sliced in 1/2-inch pieces
• 1/2 cup apple juice
• 1/2 cup brown sugar
• 1/4 cup dry sherry or wine (or more apple juice)
• salt and pepper to taste
• 1 1/2 cornstarch mixed with 2 tablespoons cold water
Instructions
1. Combine all ingredients except cornstarch and water; cover and cook 7 to 9 hours on low. 30 minutes before serving, pour
liquid into a separate container to skim off excess fat.
2. Stir in cornstarch mixture and return broth to crock pot. Continue cooking on low until
smooth and thickened.

Serves 4-6

So few changes I made:
I sliced the apples, used apricot preserves (had some that Scott's grandma had made) and sliced the onion as well. I was running late this morning and didn't have time to chop everything. I think it was better though. Especially if you have peep who don't like onions, they are cut big enough to pick them out! Also, I used all apple juice no wine or sherry here! I served with brown rice and put extra juice over the rice with the apples and veggies. In hindsight, I think Quinoa would have been delicious with it!


I had to share this picture Scott texted to me last Friday. Hunter had a vet appointment to get a shot and they replaced some of the meds from his first aide kit that had expired. Mind you, he is very well treated at this vet, the Dr. works with many of the working dogs in the area and they spoil Hunter rotten with biscuits. However, he is afraid. I asked, yes, he jumped in the chair unprompted and was made fun of. He is a Police Dog after all! If the bad guys knew he was such a wimp....Oiy! Thank goodness he is a drug dog and not a tracker! :)

Highlights of baby Samuel. He is moving around like crazy! Literally doing flips in my tummy, you can see it! He moves around all day and sleeps at night. Could it possibly be a sign of what is to come? Is it possible he will sleep all night? One can always hope and read "Sleeping through the night" for tips! He is about 3 lbs now, although it is not an exact science. I am measuring about 2 weeks bigger, but again, not an exact science. I don't put much stock in that and my midwife, Sky, was not worried about it at all! I am a very short torso and where else is he suppose to go? Well, right now he is going up in my ribs and it hurts! Sky said most women describe it like they are being sliced with a knife, yep that is exactly how it feels! If I can handle this for the next 3-4 weeks until my belly pops out not up, then I can handle labor naturally!
It amazes me peoples reaction when I tell them a midwife is delivering me. Even funnier when I say we are going natural. Hey-I know it's not for everyone, it's just funny to watch other's expressions. People sure don't mind telling you how you should raise your child or what you should do with them. Sometimes it can be hurtful, but mostly I just want to say "Don't you think I am more concerned about my child than you and Scott and I know what is best for him and for us?" Yet, I don't say that. I just listen to them and then Scott and I do what we know is best for our family, as we are the ones who have to sleep at night with the decisions we have made for our family. Our choices are based most often on research and prayer, lots and lots of prayer. I trust that God does know what He is doing and loves this child way more than any of us! That makes my heart rest.

To educate oneself...

I got this cute little cupcake at the IGA in Granite Falls. I thought that was pretty impressive that I was able to get something so cute there! Anyone familiar with Granite knows what I am talking about! Anyone not, well, Granite Falls is the little town we live on the outskirts of. It also holds the closest, most expensive grocery store near us. When I only need an item or two, I'll go there. Sometimes they do have awesome meat prices. In any case, Granite is pretty much a camping town. It sits right at the base of the Cascade mountains, which is where we did most of our summer hikes. There are a ton of trucks-logging and mining that travel through Granite and then up the Mountain Loop Hwy. So, as you can imagine, that is the type of grocery store we are dealing with. And no, the turtle cupcake is not for the preggo lady. Last weekend was one of my EA (educational assistant) birthday. She only works with me in the morning so I bought her this and am making mini cupcakes for the kiddos, trust me, they don't need a full cupcake of sugar! They get enough crummy food at home!

So to the title of this blog. I am now 26 weeks pregnant. Last week I met with my midwife for the first time, I was seeing an OBGYN but after much discussion, research and prayer, Scott and I decided it was not for us. Yesterday, one of the midwives called me. Mine was on call later that night and not at work. Apparently they received my lab results from back when I went to my first OB appt and she had some questions about a result that was not positive. Unfortunately, this was the first I heard of it. I am not going to bash the Dr., his office or the nurse. I do not know the facts surrounding why this was never mentioned to me or treated. In any case, here we are, at 26 weeks with a low thyroid which has not been treated. She told me she would consult with an OB they work with and decided what we do from here. I think I should stop and give a little background on why the thyroid is so important in pregnancy. I never knew.

My thyroid provides the hormone to the baby in the first 12 weeks until his or her thyroid is developed. If mine is low then I do not have enough to provide for the baby. Mine also supports brain development in the young baby in those early weeks. An untreated thyroid condition in a pregnant woman can lead to miscarriage, fetal abnormalities, heart problems and/or developmental delays. I should mention that about 7 years ago I was diagnosed with a hypothyroid. I took meds for a bit and it regulated itself. I believe all my exercise helped with this. In any case, I have not had any troubles for years and have gotten tested every year. I have no reason to think I went into this pregnancy with a low thyroid.

Yep, that is what I read yesterday after hanging up with the midwife. Not feeling so good right about then. Thoughts of why was this not mentioned to me before? The midwife said the first test, which is just a screening came out abnormal but then the 2nd came out normal. So...what does one do when faced with the thought that there may really be something wrong with my baby? Freak out? Worry? Cry? Scream? Call a lawyer? Or turn to God?

I chose the latter and crying. You think you are doing everything right and then some for your child and then find out some things are out of your control. But that is just it, Samuel has always been out of my control. He has always been Gods. Does God not love Samuel more than Scott and I? Does He not have the absolute best plans for us? The answer to both of those is that YES! Yes He loves Samuel more than we do and yes He has the absolute best plans for us! This baby's fate was decided long before Scott and I even met. God is way bigger than some Dr or nurse and their oversight or whatever it was!

My midwife, Sky, is amazing! She called me at 7:00 p.m. last night. Who does that? She apologized for not getting back to me sooner. Are you kidding? I didn't expect to hear anything until today or tomorrow! The OB they work with thought it was best that I start meds to regulate my thyroid now and they also sent me today to have it tested again. Sky did say that she feels very good about my 22 week ultrasound and that everything in that looked really good. Many abnormalities would have shown up then and Samuel has always had a very strong HB. As far as developmental delays, there is no way to tell until he starts to develop outside of me. At least I have spent thousands of dollars on an education int his very area and should be able to pick up on any delays early on. Early detection and intervention is the best and so important! She also recommended we meet with the Maternal Fetal Center where they could explain what all this can mean for the baby based on my levels a little more. For now, we rest in God's arms. We cannot possibly spend the next 3 months worrying about abnormalities and then the next 2-3 years worrying about developmental delays! It will get us nowhere and worry is a sin. I do not believe that is what God would want from us. He wants us to enjoy this blessing of Samuel and the pregnancy. He holds all of this in His palm along with us, there is so much comfort in that! Seriously, I slept well last night, stayed focus on work today and just didn't think much about it. Scott did well at work last night too and also feels more at peace about all this.

So why educate yourself? Well, I assumed if anything showed up abnormal in my labs the Dr would tell me. You should never assume such. It is our right as the patient to question everything! I should have asked him to go over my results with me. Scott and I have been preparing for everything and truly studying up on all sorts of things pregnancy, labor and delivery. We can't just take the Dr's word for it. We must ask the questions and get the answers of the effect such and such has on the baby, of the medical necessity of some of the things Dr's recommend. If we are going to question the doctors and nurses though, we need to have some idea of what we are talking about. There is power in education and don't we all want what is best for our baby?

Jer 29:11-13

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.
And you will seek Me and find [Me], when you search for Me with all your heart.

I can't begin to tell you the number of times that that verse has spoken leaps and bounds to me and proven true in my life. It is the promise that we are holding onto now as we prepare for Samuel's birth.

So my prayer warrior friends, please do pray for us and for Samuel. Everyday may not be worry free for us and I may need this blog's reminder. We def need all your prayers for us and for our baby though and we appreciate them all!

The countdown begins!

Last year at this time I was beginning the countdown to our wedding day! In about a week from now a year ago I was shopping for my wedding dress, found it in less than an hour! (Including pic because I loved it sooo much!)

This year the countdown to baby Samuel's arrival has begun! I am 25 weeks along, that means 15 left! The fun gets to begin too, shopping and preparing! Just like last year with the wedding, Scott and I agreed to wait until after Christmas to start getting ready. So far we have painted his room and the crib should arrive next week! We ordered the Graco Charleston convertible, in cherry. Not a drop side, thank you very much recalls! His room theme began as Noah's Ark but we didn't want to limit ourselves to just that, and there just were not any cute bedding to match it! So we went with that and settled on jungle animals. We picked his bedding out from Babies R Us. Expensive, yes, but worth the cost. I learned that from Kiki's experience in buying a cheaper bedding set and by cheaper I mean less expensive from somewhere else. In any case, after a few washings, it is no longer around. Whereas, the set she bought from Babies has held up! There are actually so many things that Kiki has paved the way for me to know about having a baby and safety, it is invaluable to me to have that knowledge, Thank you!!!!! Pretty much his room will be jungle animals with a touch of sports here and there. We found some really cute wooden wall plaques at Babies to match his theme too! Oh and of course we found a light switch cover and a nightlight in jungle animals! I can't wait to get decorating!

So the countdown: 2 weeks is my baby shower in Las Vegas, given by my mom. You may be thinking right now, "where is my invitation?" Well, due to a snap foo with me and the Granite Falls Post Office, they are now on their way! You may also be thinking, "why is she doing it so early?" Well, February is the Olympics in Vancouver and it will be near impossible to fly in and out of here cheaply on the only holiday weekend I have. Come March I will be too far along to fly. So...that left MLK weekend. Thank you Allegiant, we paid under $100 roundtrip each to fly! 2 weeks after that Becca comes to visit, YAY! Mid-February is another long weekend. 3rd weekend in March is my baby shower here, thank you Sarah for doing this even in the midst of wedding planning!!!! We are so excited for you and Duncan to get married. It means so much that you and Erin would think of doing this for me! Scott is pretty thrilled too that Duncan will be taking him out, he wasn't too interested in doing a girl thing. :) The 3rd week of March is parent teacher conferences and our kids don't attend school at all, the week after that is Spring Break-Oh yea! 2-3 weeks later Samuel should be popping out, unless he decides to come early (please pray he doesn't! I know the difficulties that can happen in early babies plus the earlier he comes the longer I have to go back to work to finish the school year!) So much, so little time-it will all be coming fast and we are so excited and blessed here!

Scott and I have also decided to sign up for a run this summer. Probably just a 5K or maybe a 10K if we find a good one. It was my idea, gives me something to work toward and get myself back in shape! I had originally, pre-preggo, wanted to do the Seattle RR in late June, half. Well, having a baby in April, maybe getting my running feet back by end of May, def does not give me time to train properly for a half marathon! Maybe next year! I miss running! I know, now you are thinking "sicko!" LOL! Seriously though, I truly miss it! My favorite time to run was before school, I would wake about 5 a.m. get out of the house by 5:30-5:45 (when it was light out). For those who don't know, I lived on the outskirts in Henderson and behind my house was all dessert. The morning, with the sun barely up was so peaceful and quiet. If I was feeling brave, I would actually run through the dessert on a trail they had, otherwise I just did the loop around Wagonwheel. Those were precious moments spent with God. I didn't really run with an Ipod or anything, sometimes I did, but honestly, I enjoyed the time with God and my thoughts. Many a disagreement with family or friends was worked out during those runs. Many a wedding planning done, many prayers lifted up! If I couldn't run before school, I would after. Just before sunset were my favorite times! It was such a release from the day! Don't worry, I always carried pepper spray, there were several times I ran into a coyote, they didn't make the best running partners! :) So now I look forward to getting those moments back, to running with my husband and Hunter again and now to add Samuel to our daily runs. He will love it! Here we run the Centennial Trail, it runs way down south somewhere and we have a couple of spots here to get on it. Scott and I love running it, Hunter really loves it! It's paved and cuts through some beautiful land. To just be outside, with the fresh air, yes, even if it rains, I love it!!!!

So among the not being uncomfortable all time, not having back pain all the time, not have a raging almost migraine all the time looking forward to's, I am also looking forward to hitting the pavement! My asics miss me! Most of all, I am looking forward to holding this precious child in my arms and snuggling with him. I think I will miss having him in my belly though, I love playing with him now, waking him and making him kick or punch me. I love those delicate movements and rollings around he does. I can't wait to meet him and love on him like crazy! I can't wait to see Scott when he meets him and to watch him be the most incredible daddy in the world! He is already planning the fishing trips, the working in the yard days and the sports games they will do together. Yep, life is going to change majorly again this year, and it is all the plan God has laid out for us, and we are so excited to be a part of it and to follow His lead on all this!

My bible verse today: 2 Cor 1:21-22

And it is God who establishes us with you in Christ, and has anointed us, and who has also put his seal on us and given us his Spirit in our hearts as a guarantee.

Need to finish dinner, Scott is officially off work and should be heading home. I miss him and can't wait until he gets here! I also need to mentally prepare myself to get back into work mode tomorrow, that is going to be difficult! I have enjoyed these two weeks off and the time to get to know Andrea more, spend time with her and to spend time around here getting things done and just being with Scott! Now back to reality-ick!

Our First Christmas, so far not a white one

(a little blurry but this is our ornament this year, cute!)

I have been thinking and missing my Christmas' of old, well not missing all of it, but more the family traditions of it. As many of you know, we are not to look back lest we turn to a pillar of salt. Okay, a bit dramatic as we won't literally turn to a pillar of salt, but what good comes from dwelling on the past? I say, remember it fondly but look at today and ahead with joy! A friend, Sarah, reminded me today of something. She mentioned how a blogger friend of hers wrote how each Christmas has a different flavor. I thought, "YES!" I am so excited and so blessed to have this first Christmas as husband and wife, yet a part of me will miss the traditions of old. But why? I think it really is just the tradition of it, this by no means is my first Christmas without my family, only the 2nd. I am 34 years old and this is my 2nd Christmas without any family. By family, I mean extended, because this Christmas I have Scott and that is wayyyy better! (No offense family!) I love Scott and thank God each day for the incredible man that he is and for the wonderful husband he is to me, I could not have imagined anything better! Yet, here I am still being a little sad because I am away from my family this year. I think the sadness is wearing away, thank you Lord! It is wearing away at each memory of old and reminder of prayer answered!

There were 2 times a year that were the most difficult for me, as a single gal. Christmas Eve was one of the hardest. Each year I went to church alone, I invited my family, but it just wasn't their thing. So I went, usually sat by myself (pity party starts now!) and looked around to see all the families together. The night always ended with me in prayer for a husband to spend Christmas with. After service, I would drive through somewhere then head to the other side of town to go to Christmas Eve service with my dear friend, Becca. Her mom always sang and it was beautiful! usually Becca and I would hang out after then I would head home to snuggle with Herbie and Rebel. (side note: unpacked their stockings a few weeks back, it was hard!) Last year, however, Kiera and I had this fabulous Christmas Eve dinner for her family, who is also my 2nd family and then I slept over so Scott and I could wake up together on Christmas morning (I slept in the guest room, him on the couch. So we didn't actually wake up together, but were under the same roof.) We woke, and enjoyed the joy on Elyse's face as she opened each gift. After, in our jammies, in my usual Christmas morning routine, we headed to my moms, after taking care of Herb and Rebel, of course! So each Christmas morning for years, I go to my moms in my jammies, Ryan and Emily meet us there in theirs and we always have Asher. So we got to watch him rip into his gifts. After, we have a huge breakfast then all head home to nap, I bake pies then back over to mom's for Christmas dinner. Later I always ended up at the Palmer's or Farrar's. It was a wonderful day. Last year meant more because Scott was there, but this year will be even better because I can assure you I am not sleeping in the guest room and he is not sleeping on the couch! :) So there you have it...that is my tradition of old. I am letting it go and this year we are beginning our own tradition as Mr. and Mrs. and I am so excited!!!! As it is, my mom is not even hosting the Christmas dinner this year. Her first as long as I can remember. I am thankful for that. I remember thinking last year, it was time for her to get a break. This year she is going to my cousins and enjoying dinner with them. I hear they are still doing the morning routine though with Asher. Good!

We are not having a Massimino or a King Christmas, but a Mr. and Mrs. Scott King Christmas! We are heading out early tomorrow morning to drive to Scott's parents. We will go to his brother's church with them tomorrow night then back to his parents house to open gifts. We are going to sleep there tomorrow, although in future years will probably drive home so our child can wake at home on Christmas morning. We had bought a turkey at Thanksgiving when they were on sale. So we plan on cooking up a Christmas dinner (my first one ever cooking myself!) and snuggling up together, opening our presents to each other, sipping on hot cocoa and watching a Christmas movie or whatever else we decide we want to do. Part of me wants that big family dinner that I am use to, and we almost were going to stay down there for that but after talking about it, we both realized what we really wanted this year, was this time between us. At least a little part of it. To celebrate the wonderful things God has done for us this year and to just enjoy us. With our work schedules, we have little time for that right now and come next year, baby will make 4! (Hunter already makes 3 but it's easy to hush him up! LOL)

So that is our flavor this year. Next will be different as I imagine all future ones will be as we enjoy each year with our boy, Samuel Alan. There it is...we decided on a name! :)

This year I have checked off many answered prayers, that have been prayed for many, many years. God is good! I would not change any of those years with just Him as all those years led to this year, and neither Scott or I would change a thing that brought us here together!

Samuel means: Name of God; asked of God; heard by God. Samuel was the prophet who anointed Saul and David as kings of Israel in the Old (from Babyhold.com) Samuel was definitely asked of God, we have both asked for many years, just as Hannah asked for him. It seemed fitting and we both just keep coming back to it. It is a strong male name and the baby will have Scott's middle name and Scott's initials! Woo hoo! Baby Samuel! He likes his name too. :)

So Merry Christmas all! I hope your year was richly blessed and that you too have some answered prayers to check off. If not, remember..God's plans are so good for us even in the midst of trials we may not always see it and sometimes we never see the real meaning of something, but they are good plans and they are plans to prosper us and to ultimately draw us closer to Him. Rest in His arms this Christmas season and remember the amazing gift He gave us, His one and only son, Jesus!

Okay, just saw a really cute commercial- Santa running through target for last minute Christmas gifts! LOL! Anyway, I best get a packing or we won't make it out of here early in time and may sit in ferry traffic!

Baby happenings

I realize I have not truly blogged in forever! Busy, busy, busy and then traveling. Figured I'd better get on it before I get busy with Christmas!

This was me on Thanksgiving Day, 20 weeks. And no, I do not know yet what I am having. I go for my ultrasound next week and should find out then, unless baby doesn't cooperate, which would just be sooo wrong!

So far everything has been normal in pregnancy. What has not been normal is my doctor! I actually have decided to fire him. I will get to that later.

Here are the highlights so far:

Nov. 5th began to feel first distinctive flutters.

Nov. 15th Baby kicked me-3X! Dad got to feel the baby kicking! Baby decided to keep me up all night, figured out how to move around and didn't stop!

Nov. 25th (Las Vegas, NV) Baby moves up in my belly and boy did I feel it! My belly was not quite stretched enough for that yet and it was tight! I actually got worried with the pressure and soreness. About 3 a.m. I could not handle the not beign able to get comfortable and sleep anymore. I tried texting Kiki to ask her if this was normal. All that was going through my head was "I never should have flown!" Well, of course at 3 a.m. Kiki was asleep, so I called the maternity triage line here at the hospital (I was 20 weeks now so allowed to call them, not just the ER) and Scott prayed for us. After speaking with the on-call doctor and realizing it truly was just stretching and nothing serious, he recommended I take a warm bath and some tylenol. Having no tylenol, my wonderful husband drew me a warm bath (thank goodness the guest room at the Farrar's has a bathroom in it!) After the bath I slept much better and woke with the belly you see above. What an exciting Thanksgiving!!!! That night, Rhonda graciously pushed and rubbed on my belly, she found the head and bum of the baby and whatever she did, got the baby in a better position. I slept like a baby, lol, the rest of the weekend! Now the baby just rolls around like crazy! I love the feeling and it is so great to share that with Scott. He loves kissing baby goodbye when he leaves or when it is time for bed. We have found the baby really moves during worship at church. On the plane ride home I put the headphones on my belly and played country and christian music. Baby enjoyed that more than the motor sound!

Had a fun time visiting family for Thanksgiving and the girls, Becca, Kiki, and Jenny took me to Cheesecake Factory (YUM!) and then to a movie for a late birthday celebration. It was a well needed girls night out for this girl who hasn't had one. Cheesecake! Need I say more?

Sadly on our way to the airport Sunday we heard the news of the 4 Lakewood Officers murdered here in Washington. Once we got to the airport we were able to get online and see the breaking story. It was the next day that Scott got confirmation that the Sgt murdered was one of his instructors for SWAT when he was on the team. It just broke our hearts to hear of the tragic ambush and then to hear the story as it unfolded. Our prayers continue to go out to the families and the Officers on the Lakewood PD. This certaintly has brought me to my knees praying for my husband, Hunter and the other guys he works with each night. Thankfully, they caught the bad guy before he hurt anyone else. Even more, they are getting all the accomplises he had and we just Praise God for the justice He has given. I also am so grateful for the comfort I have in Him. Not saying I don't worry for my husband, because I always have. But...there is a comfort in knowing that God has him in His hands and loves him more than even I do! The best thing I can do is pray for him each night and let God take care of the rest! :)

At last months appointment I asked my doctor if I could get my ultrasound before this visit (I just went today for my 21st week visit.) He said if we want 100% assurance of what we are having we should wait. So I reluctantly agreed. Everyday people ask me "what are you having?" Of course they assume I know, because everyone knows by now! Well I don't know. Guess what? I show up to the doctor today and as he is searching for the heartbeat (he did find it) he asks me "Do we know if it is a boy or a girl yet?" I about kicked him! I looked at him and said "You wouldn't let me go yet!" Grr! So he finally wrote order for it, they don't do them there. I called today and the earliest they can schedule me is Tuesday. We may wait until Wednesday though since Tuesday is Lakewood PD memorial.

I have not been super comfortable with my doctor anyway. I feel like he doesn't know me and really I am just another patient. After praying, researching and talking with so many, we have decided to leave him and go with the midwifery clinic at the hospital I plan on delivering at. It will be a much more personal experience, I meet each midwife, and the midwife stays with me pre, during and post! An OBGYN doesn't even do that, no matter who they are! Since I will be at the hospital, if anything goes ary, there is an oncall OBGYN. There was no gurantee my dr. would deliver anyway, you just get the oncall dr. I already feel better and really enjoyed speaking with the midwife clinic the other day!

We got our tree up the other night, outside lights are all up, just have a few more yard decorations to put up, snow flurries in the forecast...we are all ready for our FIRST CHRISTMAS AS HUSBAND AND WIFE! I love this time of the year!

Merry Christmas and remember...without Jesus there would be no Christmas!

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